Why did I join the Military for real? Whats the real reason that i got to where i am***
I will tell you exactly why i did what i did***
I was in Champaign Illinois for school and working when i decided to join the Army National Guard. I was not doing to well in school and it seemed like what i wanted was so far away and hard to get when i had to mooch for a ride to school everyday. It gets old for both ends i know. I started not wanting to ask for a ride and then i started missing class. As much as i have always loved school and always wanted to be a teacher i thought about giving up my long life dream to something i could do all on my own. When i say all on my own i mean i did not want to depened on anyone but ME. I'm a twin so i have done about everything with someone you know. Doing things on my own scared me for so long. When me and my sister moved to champaign we started to split apart. She had her friends and i basically had none. NOT none because i had my amazing room mates but at times it felt like i didnt even have that. normal im sure. But i felt like everything around me w2as going wrong and i couldnt stand to be around it any longer. Soooo I wanted to get away from what i called infected ppl. Well it got me to where i am and thats happy as ever. I coould not be any happier. I love my career and i plan to give it all i got because i didnt depend on anyone but me*** But thats all changed now and i thank everyone that helped me to get to where i am now***