While Im waiting***

So yesturday jason called me when i was just driving and i looked at my phone and saw his picture and i freaked out. I was so happy its insane*** I was screaming and i cant even explain how i felt on the inside. I was so happy. I told him how much i missed him and his voice sounded so cute and deep. I know i could hear in his voice that he missed me so much and that he was happy to hear how much i missed him***Well me and Jasons fav song is While im waiting. Everytime i write him while im at home or thinking about him i listen to the song While Im waiting by: John Waller. Its such a beautiful song. But anywho so i talked to him mostly about my deployment coming up and he was so upset by it. He said there is noway im going. He said he will do everything within his power to make sure i sont get deployed. I totally understand he misses so much and he doesnt want me to go anywhere especially not there. I def dont want to go but at this point... my name was called and as of now im going. So im trying to look at the very slim up sides there is to deploying. Besides the fact that i may not come back. I could go up in rank and get farther in my career. I could possibly become a hero while im there. God has me going for a reason. I dont know what it is exactly at this moment but i know that i will find out***
So I have been running outside at my neigborhood and one lap aroundd my big block is .7 miles and today i ran around it 4 times and a little extra to the park while my nephew road his bike i ran behind. And the day before i ran a lot but i dont remember how much that is now. Then i went and hung out with brat at the rex plex where that really cool pool is. i ran a mile there too. She showed me a bunch of stuff that her trainer taught her. Some crazy stuff. I dont really have the money to try and join a fitness club at the moment and not that i really need one im sure i can do without because i got cardio and everything else is falling into place.

So yea today went great. my body is killing me especially my back. I have a really bad back*** its crazy but yea im about to write Jason good night to all of yall. By the way if there is misspelled words dont forget follwers and non, I broke my computer screen so im working with what i got lol***
peace